Declaration

What is new what is old
god know I try to be me
then again what is me
confused at the the fact
I true don't know me
I see my self and will be
what ever fate whets
me to be, new or old
its just going to be me
that all I know and I
don't know much in life
I cant see any more
I am gone no more
no more play no fun
I am this new person
I only hope you can see

Look who's here new me

I fell pain in my heart for I have been destroyed
cant you hear that I have been crying out for help
but no you can see it the world as I know it is
falling apart I can say I am lost help but now I can
say me as I was has no been lost to the point
there is no return no more trying is a new road
cant stand this but I must go with it, I know its cold
but what can I do I have not be love nor liked by
the ones that I have been close to but now
it really shows I know know how I can trust
good bye all you fakes and all you who hate
I am here in a new form and I will stay
change it does not matter now I am died to you
sorry to say I will never fade away from your mind
but I can say I will kill to be back but that will not help
never again, I shall trust no more hope no more plays
time to show off the new me I hope you like what you see

War has been called

What do you want with me
I will like to know stop pushing me
I am now here in this place where I
can say I have fire running in blood
I can see why you think this may
make things better, it will be worse
I shall never forgive you I am here
and I will know not hold back at
lashing out at you for you stabbed me
this hurts but I can stand I will stand
I will come back to you one day and
make you look like you have made a
mistake and you know that it shall kill
I am here a man of respect I am
what I feel you treat me, you did what
I am running away from so look out
here I am what you have done to me
will come back to you and hunt you

Walking in the dark

Its so dark nothing can be seen
nothing to let me know where I am
or even where to go lost in the dark
some way I must find my way but
now is the time where I get to find
what thing I can to trust and
help me on my way throw the darkness
what I find to help me is truly thing
what I can see as a stone that will
not fade, these are friends that I know
no more holding back it just seems
harsh but I can say now it a different
world to me I will find my way but
I will not forget how I got here
no more forgiving on my behalf

Cry of war

It may be a joke to the world
or even something good to some
but the truth is its a long road
this road is all covered with blood
but with out this blood nothing
shall change with in this time
where much needs changed
but this time what can I say
no one may be able to see the end
it may be good ending in peace
or it may just end with the blood
of thousands of people gone
for nothing that can be claimed
oh war that are you for
more then death you bring much more
the pain you set in the mind of people
that will not disappear this nothing but
making sure that the fight shall go one
war is a circle that shall never ends
but we stand with the right side

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Dark steps

Sitting waiting for what is meant to happen
but I don't think it will ever happen to me
but then again it only a matter of time to
to the day that shall change my life and a
new world it is coming on its way but is it
here yet I don't know what will happen to
this person that is here now but I shall not
live this way any more for I am sick of this
life that we see before us any more tier of
blood fall in the name of life of that is not
worth this place with in this world must
die please I am sick of all of you all now
die and disappear for I am this new person
that will come though time that has already
has been lost to death of many more part
of this soul and I can handle the fact that I
am not what I was or what I am or will become
change shall be for ever through me in my life
no one shall cry for me but you all will cry in
the face of the new me the person that I never
have been no soul, filled with anger in my heart

Look at it differently

Here at a place of comfort
I have gained most pain
but now I don't really care
more I will rant the more
I will go down to a place
of hell but I want out
put on a smile and act
and if I think for a sec
I see it is a good thing
not really a bad thing
happy days not that bad
but why is it so hard to
smile and so easy to be
sad and mad and down
now I will try to not
take the easy way any more
this is a tip for all you
that always rant be
happy and the right day
will come for you

Low as low can get

Today is see what has happen and
know all that is related to me
even if I have not see but I know
thing I was afraid of and thing I hate
for all was bad in the eye of me
can not stand here no more
more and more if fear this life
that I have worked so hard to get
the thing that I have built the thing
that I have wanted to get thing
down to what I did for other to
missed friends of the past
I am still here alive and will
but I have to say I now
know a new meaning of low

Scary view of freedom

In this soul I know the truth but
scared to say it, it need to come out
and the truth is with in my future
all may change and all my wishes will
change or did they, I don't know
its scary to see your self some else
some where new for me, a world
filled and built of pain, but its better
then this world that I see before me
this scares me striate to the grave
that's one place I may head on my own
if I stay confused I hate this feeling
its no fair to all of us but its what
the future holds for us
let it all out
be free

End it all to night

Sick sick at what you have done
I never felt any worse before
all because of some thing I have
no control over this time I out
out of this life that I am in this
is where I have been and where
I will be for the rest of my life
I want to deny my self of this
sorrow that I have felt but I cant
why is because you felt the thing too
this is why I hid you would have never
had that idea in your head if you didn't
see it with in your self its not me its you
now DON'T EVEN BLAME ME for I say
good bye for ever and this time its the last
you will see, I free me, cry for me

Here we forever stand

For what do we stand for
we stand tall and never fall
in pressure will shall be here
for each other our hopes and dream
all here in this place they hurt us
they must not have a soul
or just a blood thrust for us
for all we know this is what is called
war, the place that death is always
always in the air you can smell it
but for this we stand to the fight
they will kill hundreds but
you will not kill our soul
our love for this place in our heart
don't they have no shame
I don't know but I stand here
I will never fall I cant stop loving
the true love of mine
PALESTINE!!!!!!

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6 sense

Sitting here looking at my self
look for meaning I know I don't want
for I can see many thing that
scares me from deep with in me
this sixth sense make me weak
because I can see what will happen to me
I dream the future if I ever dream
I seen what you have done that's why
and what happened to me
I can feel my future in front of me
I see so much but now I shall not
do like the pest and tell other
what is see until they are done
can I see a thing to run from I shall run
so I will run because it hell in front of me

Finding out the pain

There is one thing deep with in me
that even scares me and I see it
someone I hate I have got it from
I cant believe that I have become
like this after all this time trying to run
away from being anything like him
but in the end I was told this sad story
I became what I disliked and never wanted
to become this is the end of what I am
I shall change in every way so that I stay
far from this evil with in me

Morning

Once again morning comes
and the sun shines through my window
I am a waken up to the world
this morning come with another day
I only wish it stays way
I am tired and wish to sleep
but work is near to near to sleep
this world that I dislike
so slow so small to weak
I look in to the mornings face
and wish to stay away
I just get up and decide not to fight
for morning will come anyways