Scary view of freedom

In this soul I know the truth but
scared to say it, it need to come out
and the truth is with in my future
all may change and all my wishes will
change or did they, I don't know
its scary to see your self some else
some where new for me, a world
filled and built of pain, but its better
then this world that I see before me
this scares me striate to the grave
that's one place I may head on my own
if I stay confused I hate this feeling
its no fair to all of us but its what
the future holds for us
let it all out
be free