End it all to night

Sick sick at what you have done
I never felt any worse before
all because of some thing I have
no control over this time I out
out of this life that I am in this
is where I have been and where
I will be for the rest of my life
I want to deny my self of this
sorrow that I have felt but I cant
why is because you felt the thing too
this is why I hid you would have never
had that idea in your head if you didn't
see it with in your self its not me its you
now DON'T EVEN BLAME ME for I say
good bye for ever and this time its the last
you will see, I free me, cry for me