Low as low can get

Today is see what has happen and
know all that is related to me
even if I have not see but I know
thing I was afraid of and thing I hate
for all was bad in the eye of me
can not stand here no more
more and more if fear this life
that I have worked so hard to get
the thing that I have built the thing
that I have wanted to get thing
down to what I did for other to
missed friends of the past
I am still here alive and will
but I have to say I now
know a new meaning of low