Self hate and pain 11/04/06

All I want to do today is to die today
I want to cry my eyes out
Until I tear blood instead of tears
And cut my wrist and wipeout my hate
I want to hurt you, see tears from you
Bleed my hate out through you
But I can't do that I can't do anything
I can't even stand no more I just
Want to do something I don’t like to do
I'll hurt myself before I can do any thing
I can't even look at you with out the rage
Its all because of you, if I think of you
I get mad at you, but the truth is
I'm mad at my own self because of
What I did to you, and what I did
To myself through you, pain
Pain that I can't get though
Just to do way with my pain through you