Feelings lost

Sitting back looking what has recently been
The world spins and all begins again
Without a sense of the past nothing to hold me back
I feel free again but still wounded where it went
Away from here that’s all I know its gone
And I don’t want it return back to me
Never more for I fear the feeling because what I am
I become a slave to the feeling, cant get way
I know it shall, shall return but when
Just relax for know for ever again