I, it's not self centered

I look through my eyes and look at you
I wonder ho I never believed that I did
I did not see you and what your worth
I see a diamond so rear that I fear that
I will never find another like you
I thought in the past, another was the last but now
I forgot the other and you are there
I want to say something that I never dare say
I can not hurt myself so
I will live in self denial
I will wait until you want me to and then
I will see its time for me
I shall wait, but can it wait
I am confused I can't decide
I will one day make up my mind
I do know it's not today and for that
I say good bye

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