the darks side wins

Been afraid of something with in side
now its coming out and I am holding it
so dark and filled with hate and pain
I want you to be in control of me
last tears of good drip from my eyes
a new me appears in front of you all
what will it do I have no idea but not good
as it crawls up my spine
a chill runs through me then its gone
pain and hate is running through me
I have no fear, no pain, the darkness runs with in
to the end of time I will will have this darkness
with in my souls it shall stay for I cant
forget what I have been through that
pushed me to to this point with no return
good bye of pure world and welcome
the dark side of me that you all don't see